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Aug. 28th, 2004 08:10 am
Had a very disturbing (not scary) dream last night. As always with these things, was very vivid and detailed.
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Aug. 28th, 2004
MOTHERFUCKINGGODDAMMIT!!!
Aug. 28th, 2004 09:01 pm
My mom got diagnosed with diabetes this week.
And I want to kill something.
Dammit, why does this have to happen to her? Isn't it enough that she has to deal with 1) her father dying of a long lingering illness and 2) her mother with Parkinson's and 3) her brother has Parkinson's too, and 4) *his* wife just had her thyroid removed because of cancer and is now on radioactive iodine pills and 5) her husband is overweight and probably has diabetes and Alzheimer's and 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17) the rest of her family is not too healthy neither and 18, 19) her friends have problems and 20) that's not even talking about what she has to deal with when it comes to me!
*WHY* does she have to get hit with this too?
When is it going to be enough, God? When are you going to LEAVE HER ALONE!!!!
GODDAMMIT!!!!
She doesn't deserve this. She's never done anything in her life except be a good daughter, sister, wife, mother, teacher, and friend. She's never done anything to deserve this!
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!
And I want to kill something.
Dammit, why does this have to happen to her? Isn't it enough that she has to deal with 1) her father dying of a long lingering illness and 2) her mother with Parkinson's and 3) her brother has Parkinson's too, and 4) *his* wife just had her thyroid removed because of cancer and is now on radioactive iodine pills and 5) her husband is overweight and probably has diabetes and Alzheimer's and 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17) the rest of her family is not too healthy neither and 18, 19) her friends have problems and 20) that's not even talking about what she has to deal with when it comes to me!
*WHY* does she have to get hit with this too?
When is it going to be enough, God? When are you going to LEAVE HER ALONE!!!!
GODDAMMIT!!!!
She doesn't deserve this. She's never done anything in her life except be a good daughter, sister, wife, mother, teacher, and friend. She's never done anything to deserve this!
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!