My Monomaniacal Monotonous Mental Monologue

[ladynox25]

If you were to visit the inside of my head right now, it would sound something like the following:

You can do this. You *can* do this. *You can* do this. You can *do this*. Don't be nervous. Don't be scared. You haven't lost it completely. You *can* do this. You *can*.

If there's one thing I know about myself for sure, it's that the potential for sucess can be just as devastating as the potential for failure. Even if it's only a partial potential success. Even if it's only the possiblity of a partial potential success.

God, the nervous strain is killing me right now.

Comments

Little Engine That Could

[paoconnell.livejournal.com]

"I think I can I think I can I think I can I think I can..."

"I knew I could I knew I could I knew I could..."

Just don't slide into defeatism...

Pat

Aside--RASFWR-J has been pretty funny these days. You seem to be a strong candidate in the Goddess race.

Goddesses

[texas-tiger.livejournal.com]

Thanks. That would be nice. I've always wanted to be worshipped. *smile*

[et-alii.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure you can do anything you set your mind to do.. I'd say just despite the "I can do it", avoid those things that involve gerbils.

'Luck.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_constantine/]

There's something I just don't get. With a Master's in Chemistry, you should just be able to step into any lab technician position. It's not much but it probably pays better than what you were getting, and it's the proverbial foot in the door.

So what am I missing?

[texas-tiger.livejournal.com]

The lack of lab technician positions in East Texas, probably coupled with the lack of funds for me to move anywhere else, unless my moving expenses are paid.

[silmaril.livejournal.com]

I have to say it and hope it doesn't sound too flippant: Alliteration is Awesome.

It will be tomorrow, and you will have done it.

*hugs*

[texas-tiger.livejournal.com]

*smile* Not to flippant at all, in fact, I'm glad someone noticed at all, not to mention *liked*...*grin*

Thank you. *hugs*

[turnberryknkn.livejournal.com]

(gentle smile)

I remember a few conversations along these lines.

Wish my ICQ systems worked on my slow-as-a-crawl lab computer system, as have not talked to *anyone* -- even my Mom -- on ICQ in a very long time.

Like they say, fake it till you make it. It's what we all do. :-)

Luck.