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He's gone and I miss him.
Strange how I've only known him for just over a year and yet he's become so indispensible to me. I feel so much better when he's around--happier, calmer, more at peace. Stronger, better. Safer.
Such a short space of time, yet I already feel as if he's one half of a whole in which the other half is me. That where he is is my home. That he owns my heart. Or is my heart.
I'm also amazed that I could ever feel this depth of feeling again, after my last experience with love ended so badly.
It's a wonder and a terror and a miracle and a worry all at once. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
Anyway, if y'all out there have been wondering where I've been the last 2-3 weeks, well, he's been here. And now he's gone. And I miss him.
Love. When you read this, know that I'm thinking of you. Always.
Strange how I've only known him for just over a year and yet he's become so indispensible to me. I feel so much better when he's around--happier, calmer, more at peace. Stronger, better. Safer.
Such a short space of time, yet I already feel as if he's one half of a whole in which the other half is me. That where he is is my home. That he owns my heart. Or is my heart.
I'm also amazed that I could ever feel this depth of feeling again, after my last experience with love ended so badly.
It's a wonder and a terror and a miracle and a worry all at once. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
Anyway, if y'all out there have been wondering where I've been the last 2-3 weeks, well, he's been here. And now he's gone. And I miss him.
Love. When you read this, know that I'm thinking of you. Always.
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Date: 2005-07-13 01:41 am (UTC)Take care.
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Date: 2005-07-14 03:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-14 11:39 am (UTC)*hugs*